State of mind

Where do I go from here?
Am I just like a clock spinning round?
Everything seems unclear
Confusion is raising it's head
And I can't make a sound

I feel it tearing at my soul
While I'm asleep
I feel it driving me to something I'll regret

What if I make the change?
What if I loose all my courage this time?
Everything seems so strange
Try but I can't seem to make a decision that's right
I feel it pounding like a drum
Inside my brain I feel it
If it doesn't stop
I'll go insane

I feel it
Tearing at my soul
While I'm asleep
I feel it
Driving me to something
I'll regret

I feel it
Pounding like a drum inside my brain
I feel it
I feel it if it doesn't stop
I'll go insane

We get so sick of so sick, we never wanted all this
Medication for the kids with no reason to live

So we
March to the drums of the dammed as we come
Watch it burn in the sun - we are numb

We are young
We are far
Born in this world as it all falls apart
We are strong
We don't belong
Born in this world as it all falls apart

We will fight or we will fall
Till the angels save us all