I got a head with no screws in it, what can I do

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Jeg er deppa og føler for å ligge i sengen noen uker, men føler i det minste ikke for å drepe noen like sterkt som før.

Keep your enemies close, where they can see you
It not your enemy who get's you
It's always your own people

Det er kanskje noe i det?

Mass confusion, in my head
Killing me, driving me mad
Got me wonderin, can I trust my friends?
would they stick me in my back every chance they get?
Am I paranoid? and if that's the case
Is it curable? Can you help me find my ways?
I can't handle this, I'm losing it
With a loose grip I'm hangin' on to emptiness
Help your brother, save him from the
Evil demons, in between us, came between us.

Eller bare paranoia. Uansett. Nå skal jeg legge meg i sengen og ligge der, forhåpentligvis lenge. Har egentlig planer imorgen, men tror jeg avlyser.

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt.